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About Me Member Procrastinator PencilWolfFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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The Dark Side

Thu Jul 14, 2005, 10:39 AM
Don't know if anyone still watches me, seeing as I haven't posted in FOREVER. Gonna post some new stuff soon... sorry for all the lateness and all. This is sort of whiny I know, but um... does anyone else ever get a crisis of art? I mean, lemme explain my history, and then you'll see what I mean.

I didn't draw when I was three...or ten...or fifteen. I started sort of crappy drawing when I was seventeen. That's three years ago. So, I kinda suck. Anyway, I DON'T REALLY WANT TO DO IT!!! I'm not kidding. I was going to be a Veterinarian. Then all of a sudden I couldn't STOP drawing. I still can't. So I find myself stuck: I can't be happy unless I major in art (Tried denying my major for two years, it didn't work), and I don't think I'm good enough to do anything with it...

You see my problem? All I want to know is this: Does anyone else ever have similar doubts and fears? I'm so tired of seeing all these fantastic 16 year olds who already sell paintings, (and are much better than I'll ever be) who have so much confidence. I wan't the darker side... Does anyone else fear failure like me?

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:iconhennanights:
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:iconphoenix-the-eternal:
Hey you! I didnt know you had a page on here! Iv had it bookmarked for a while now!

And hey, i think your stuff looks great. Much better than anything i could do.Keep up the good work!

(actually did you draw that pic that was behind the counter on the mirror? That was good!)

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They guy you met at work in the mall

p.s if you start selling chainmail i'll buy it!
:iconpencilwolf:
Thanks for the support! I think I'm going to resubmit some stuff that doesn't suck...

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Thanks for the :+fav:

Also remember to check out www.system-studios.com
:iconvierdz:
Hope my tutorial comes to great use for you! I see you're already great in digital arts though. :D

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merry xmas and a happy new year. :D

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:icongrathen:
Thank you for the comment and I am glad to see some can see where I am coming from. Sometimes I feel completely out of place in this damn state. I seem to believe in equality which aparantly most people dont.

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